GUILE Part 3

My randoms usually bring out the best of me (my opinion anyways).

Honestly though don't you think so?...

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One more sappy song to remind me

How lonely i could be

One more sappy song to bring me

closer to imagine how happy i could've been

One more sappy song to show me

everything ends, he wasn't lying.

One more sappy song is all it takes

to bring all these emotions flooding into place

One more sappy tune, one more sappy song

one more love story gone wrong.

One more smile, one more frown

One more hidden lie behind your creative guile.

One more tear,one more shed

One more of everything is all i should've said.

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'I really need some time' i said breaking the awkward silence.

'What?'

'I need to take a walk' i paused 'i need to think straight'

'Are you sure? wait-'. 

I walked away. I couldn't stand being there, hoping and praying it was a dream. It wasn't, it so wasn't. I still fought, hard if i say so myself.

'Was it worth it?' i thought to myself. 'is he-'. I shook my head. Snap out of it. I stopped myself before i thought what i would eventually regret.

My heart ached. Not my chest, i wished it was but it wasn't, it was my heart. It felt like it had been ripped and i had watched it happen. Slowly and vehemently. It felt shredded in a way or was that the right word? I didn't know and honestly i didn't really care. there was just so much pain.

I sniffed. I was crying. Why was i crying? Why was this happening?

So many questions.

I saw some people i knew heading in my direction and i quickly put my the back of my palm to my nose and smiled in pretense. I said hi and they waved and walked by.

I kept walking, no direction in particular but i just wouldn't stop, i needed to keep moving.

It hurt so bad...

I saw two chairs in a corner, looking round there was no one in sight, i honestly didn't care if there was anymore, i couldn't hold it in any longer. I strode straight to them and collapsed in one.

I sobbed silently....

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GUILE Part 2

If you haven't read Guile part one?.....

Um.... you should!! :D

Also some must reads are The stalker part one and The stalker part two although you'll be the judge of that.

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I couldn't breath. At least that's what i thought.

I tried gasping, maybe that'll help. It was no use though.

I could feel the tears welling up so i blinked continuously to hold them back. The last thing i needed was a scene. My head was lowered. At least no one could see my face and the battle i had on.

I stared at the floor who seem to be my only solace. Slowly it became a blur as the tears welled up again.


'Not one tear, please not one' i silently prayed 'i can't cry here, please'.

Useless i would think.

Still gasping silently i could feel the flow of blood drip down my chest. I slowly grabbed it, my head still lowered.

What i wouldn't do to run away, just keep running without looking back, but i couldn't, the pain was just too vehement.

A question rang at the back of my head, i shook it trying to block it out bit it was there screaming and taunting.

I gave in.

WHY??

It wasn't fair. Oh yes it wasn't but it didn't seem like my call anymore.

'I didn't see this coming' i mumbled to myself, cracked a sarcastic smile and sniffed.

And then he grabbed my hands....

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GUILE Part1

Remember how i said boredom might just be my new inspiration... i wasn't kidding.

In my not so interesting GST class i decided to start this series. I honestly don't know how awesome it would be but what i do know is that it should be as great as The stalker part one and The stalker part two .

If you haven't read them then you really should...

Also check out Solace ... an intriguing piece

Right, straight to business....


If someone had told me i would be writing this right now i would've replied with a resounding slap across the face.

'How dare you?'. I was too sure it would be the next question that would've followed.

Well i was wrong. I didn't do anything. Like i had the guts to anyways.

My sad dilemma began when i fell and fell hard. My bruises were unbelievable. One would think i was run over by a car or something. The pain that came with it was unbelievable also. I honestly wish i could describe it but words seem to fail me right now.

So much for these words

                                           'A true writer never runs short of words' -Rayne

I guess i'm not a true writer after all.

Back to my demise.

I couldn't phantom in my wildest dreams that such a thing would happen to me. I mean seriously you only read about these kind of things in papers and books.

A commonly used description i know, but one best suited nonetheless.

Although i could bare the pain to a reasonable extent i still wasn't prepared for the shock and surprise.

My heart still beats a little fast whenever i think of this.

I need a cup of water.

There.

Much better.

Right

Where was i?

Oh yes the pain. I wouldn't want to leave you hanging on those words now would i?

Well maybe i would....

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SOLACE

So i sat in this boring class and as usual i couldn't just stay there doing absolutely nothing so i got my book and this is what turned up.

To be honest i think boredom might just be my new inspiration.

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Although she couldn't contain it anymore she still kept a brave front. If only everyone knew the lie she told the world behind that smile of hers.

She had practiced over the years.'The Art Of Guile' it was called.

All those emotions hidden behind even the smile in her eyes. Not that anyone paid close attention to notice or even care how fake or real it was. She had become the lie she put up, that even sometimes she forgot the pain.

She winced.

It was getting worse. She knew it was just a matter of time before the inevitable happened.

Her mind slowly trailed to where she had called her 'Teary memories'. Those memories were for times like these. She closed her eyes and took deep breaths. Her therapist had encouraged her to start this way, it was supposed to help her control her heart rate or something.

Just as always she found herself walking down a narrow dimly lit hallway which led to a room at the end. On the door was what looked like a graffiti of a huge tear drop. As always she would trail her palm down the tear before opening the door, revealing what she had come to make or call an 'ease of pain'.

She could feel herself smiling. Were her eyes closed? she wasn't sure.

Her head felt light now, the pain seemed to cease, everything seemed to slowly calm down. She loved the memories here, they always brought a little tranquility.

She felt herself floating slowly, a little rush of wind hit her like a splash of cold water on the face.

It felt good.

She felt good.

But something didn't seem exactly right.

Her body floated a little faster now, speed gathering every second, she tried to slow down but it was no use.
It seemed the wind had a latch on her and dragged her along its way. Her heart that seemed to have steadied picked up a pace now beating as fast as she could count.

She threw her hands out to hold on to something but it was no use.

There was a frightening shriek from the corner of the room followed by a loud thud.

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